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My Now & Forever by HJ Bellus
Star Review - 5 Stars


- Blurb

Whose parents abandon them in a trashy trailer when they are five years old? Oh Yeah! Mine do!

Hey Hoochies! I'm Milly, and I am tired of taking kicks to the gut. A broken family, an asshole husband and the loss of loved ones have left me crying Uncle, and declaring a serious case of the Fuck-Its! 
I had my heart broken, stomped on and shattered before I ever started on my journey to find my little piece of happiness. With a bucket list, a '66 Ford and wild dreams, I set out on an adventure that changed my life forever. Follow me on my journey that resurrected my inner badass.
I found my soul sista from another mista, and opened my dream shop along the way. Just when I gave up on finding true love, a pirate and a princess swept me off my ever lovin' feet and filled my world with sprinkles, mac n’ cheese and the courage to live again. They forced my fragile heart to trust and love without fear. 
Truth is, nobody’s past stays hidden forever. It’s an invisible monster waiting to attack and destroy. It has the capability to ruin everything you’ve worked to set right. All it takes is one final blow to the gut to end everything.



- Synopsis/Review -


My Now & Forever had me hooked with the first page.  The beginning was so heart wrenching.  The book evolves into a great story of Milly, who has had a shitty life growing up with shitty parents (if you can even call them that), a bastard cheating husband and family loss along the way. 

“By the way, I am Milly (Amelia Ladore Monroe), a self-proclaimed bad-ass who conquers the world by buying an old truck and looking for a hot lay in an elevator. I wasn't born a bad-ass  but rather transformed into one through the many painful, cherished, and happy-happy events.”

After everything Milly has been through she makes a “bucket list thingy” and sets off to Colorado.  There she opens “the Shop” where she meets Lacey, her sister from another mister and the become BFF’s.   When she was least expecting it the amazing Cree entered her life along with his daughter, Annie.

“Oh god Cree, I love you- please don’t break my heart.  I've fallen so hard for you”


Cree oh amazing, swoon worthy Cree…What can I say?  I loved him.  He was always such a gentleman to Milly, He is a great father to Annie, hard-worker...the list could go on forever.  They definitely belong together..  While I love Milly and Cree, my favorite characters to read were Milly and Annie.  The relationship that they develops is like no other.  Annie is what helps MIlly grow alot throughout the book.

“To my family that I never had, but always dreamed of, I love you now and forever hookers!”

I truly enjoyed everything about this book.  It took me on an emotional roller-coaster  I laughed out loud more than I ever have, heck there were times when I was crying.  I would recommend this book to anyone and can’t say enough how much I really enjoyed it!!!  It's definitely worth reading and I can not wait to see more books from HJ Bellus. 


“Don’t you dare every give up on your hope and dreams…Be brave and hold onto your courage Now & Forever – HJ Bellus


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- Amazon Buy Link -http://www.amazon.com/My-Now-Forever-ebook/dp/B00D5GVW3U/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&qid=1375361023&sr=8-1&keywords=my+now+and+forever




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